BYGONES.

I've been thinking about how They can't pull it together, and how I probably will never fully forgive Them for not loving each other. Its selfish of me and I can't help it. And how H will never be 'that' figure to me, and how sometimes I don't love her either. I've been thinking about all of H's faults really and how I can't accept them, which also makes me upset at myself. I think it is because every time I raise my voice or snap at someone I am so scared I am becoming Her. 

They say you become a sort of combination of the 5 people you spend the most time with. 

This is unavoidable.

M