I've been thinking about how They can't pull it together, and how I probably will never fully forgive Them for not loving each other. Its selfish of me and I can't help it. And how H will never be 'that' figure to me, and how sometimes I don't love her either. I've been thinking about all of H's faults really and how I can't accept them, which also makes me upset at myself. I think it is because every time I raise my voice or snap at someone I am
so scared I am becoming Her.
They say you become a sort of combination of the 5 people you spend the most time with.
This is unavoidable.
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I hope its okay that I am reading this? but this is my favorite (even though it sucks and I totally get what you are talking about) sometimes I read stuff like this and I feel like we are the same person?? Its funny because parents are the ones who start our lives but I swear they might be the death of everyone
ReplyDeleteJust saw this. AND YES TO ALL OF THAT.
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